Work, Work, Work

Been working for two weeks, I am still struggling between work in school, my thesis and house chore. Need something to keep me awake, low energy, feel sleepy all the time. Hot temper and my son is the victim of my tiredness. I feel guilty all the time when I scolded him or when he get spanned from me. Will try to get helper to clean the house, so that I can have more time to work on my thesis and school work. I was luckily that my PK understood my situation and my colleague willing to take back her class till I settled and done with my thesis. I am very thankful.

Right now, I feel my body aching especially on my shoulder, worry if bone spurs strike again. Always forgot to take supplements given by the Orthopedic. Tomorrow, working day. It is Sport Day 2010.

Back to School?

My study leaves is coming to the end although I haven't completed my thesis. It will be very tough to handle work, thesis and family especially Ethan who is too attach to me. With him around, I hardly can do my work.

Now, I have to think whether to go back to School? or to apply for colleges? All of my coursemates are going to colleges, some of them even have the offer letter in hand. I do not know where to go actually? Back to school is convenient and fimiliar with the work that I am going to handle. Going to college is more relaxing in the sense that I don't have to handle student's discipline problems, truancy or laziness. The cons is that I have to work from 8 to 5, school 7.30 to 2pm.
College is over 30km from my house, school is 13 km. In school, you have to be a teacher, college, you are the lecturer.

I have less than a week to decide and help.

Trip to Campus by Train

This morning, I took train to campus at 9. Arriving at the destination one and half hour later. Walking to campus is around 15 minutes. My lecture was at 3pm. After class, it was around 5.30pm. My course-mate offer to send me to the railway station, but I rejected her help as I know she wanted to go home asap. Furthermore, I can walk and it is not that far. She sent me to the side gate, from there, I walked for 16-18 minutes to the station.

I seldom asked others to help me if I can managed to do it myself. My husband doesn't agree as I know he is concern about my safety. I don't simply ask help because I know my friends and course-mates or relative have their own things to do and attended to. They could be busy and have things that are more important. If possible, I rather do it myself. Unless, I really need help, then only I will ask.........