事后

很多东西，事件，都是事后才知道。如果事情不严重，那还好。如果不是，那要怎么办？很多孩子特别是叛逆时期的青少年都会做父母不给做的事和去的地方。偷偷的去了，如果没被发现，那就过关了，万一被发现了，就从实招来。这都还好。唯一，如果发生悲剧，要如何呢？

伤心

其实应该也预料到他会怎么说。一早看了他的电邮已经把我今天所想和安排要做的事都打垮了。心好痛。很想逃，不想见到他。伤心的人更伤心。我真的彻底失败

冷战

已经跟他冷战四天了。这次我真的生气了。不能跟他面对面的谈，因为我每一次都说不过他，这次一定要把话说个清楚。不想再承受这么大的压力。已经快两年了，受够了。其实男人比女人还小气。
打算电邮给他，虽然知道他不喜欢这样的谈话方式。这是我唯一的选择。希望成功。Well, the email has sent. No response yet. Still waiting, keep my fingers cross.

I Shall Remember Today

At around 9.20pm, I received a call from my father. Yesterday, he called and asked me to call Dr.Wong about his blue black skin on his right hand. So, immediately after school, I called the Dermatology Clinic and asked for Dr. Wong. Unfortunately, she was not in at that moment. The nurse asked me to call back tomorrow. But, my father just called and asked me not to call Dr. Wong. He claimed that the blue black on his hand is recovering, don't have to see doctor anymore.
I just suggested to him to let my sister who is staying nearby to take photos of his skin condition so that I can show it to the doctor, and they will have a clearer picture of what had happened to his skin. He doesn't want to take photos. I tried to persuade him, till he yielded at me and slam the phone. I feel so hurt and upset with what he did.

Must not let it effect my feelings as I have a lot of things to handle and work to do. I will try to forget and forgive.

Ba Ba de Tian Hua

da gai 8.30pm, ba ba you da dian hua ge wu le. He ta tang le half an hour. Ba ba he er jia de guan xi hai shi mei you she mo gai bian. Ba ba cong lai mei ta dian hua ge wu, er chie hai jian le half an hour. Yi jin bu zai jia 5 nian le, hai shi ti yi chi ba ba zai dian hua shan he wu jian ze mo jiu. Ke jian ta heng fang, mei ren ke yi he ta tang. Xi wang ta mei ke yi ho xiang ming bai.

Jia Jia You Ben Nan Nian De Jin

zao tian baba da dian hua ge wu, ta he er jie chao jia le. ge you ge de shuo, wu bu ji dao yao zen mo zuo. ke lian ta lao ren jia, mei ti fan, mei dui xiang ke yi shou, mama passed away for 13 years already. bu zi jin tian ta men liang zhen mo yang le?

Psoriasis Triggers

There is a man who was warded around my father at the hospital. The first thing he said to father was "uncle, you are so lucky, how come they warded you? I have to make complained till the Department Head only they admitted me". Then, this man in his 40th start to talk a lot about himself. He said he didn't have much education, he only studied for 3 years then started to work. He is a cook for many years, till recently because of his skin problems that he can work anymore, people feel scare seeing his lesion skin. He is having psoriasis

He said I am tell you the truth, although I am not educated but I know what is right and wrong, what a person can or cannot do. Then he said, one day he caught his wife with a man in the bed. The man hit him on the head. He said he has all the proof, CCTV, photos and his twins( 10 years old girl) were there too. Because of that, his has the skin problems.

Yesterday, his wife visited him. I heard from my father that we quarreled and the man told his wife to be ready as she will be jailed for what she did. The wife wants the custody of the twins and pleaded to the husband not to fight for that.

After that, the man didn't say anything. He kept quiet for a long time. Don't how they are going to solve this problems involving the chidlren. Another broken family.

Knowing How I Feel

Sometimes, some people claimed that they know how you feel and what you have been through and you are busy. They even asking others not to bother you because you are busy and you have important things in hands that needed your full attention.

In the other hand, he or she asking you for help knowing very well your situation. I was puzzled. What? Make no sense at all, right?

Sometimes, or many times, we just knowing but not doing what we know!

Forgive and Forget or Forget and Forgive

Can you really forgive and forget or you can only forgive and not forget. Maybe you can forget but not forgive. If only we can forgive and forget and forget and forgive. Someone told me that she can forgive but not forget. So, what is easy? To forgive or to forget? To forget or To forgive. Whether you can forgive or forget, or forgive and forget, you known best inside you.