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What Can I Do?

fetching mother in law back from Singapore at KL, been staying with us for 3 days, she is showing us her ability to live on her own and wanted to live alone in Penang. We had explained to her that she can't do that anymore ever since the heart attack in January. She had been staying in KL with the eldest son for 3 months but ended up fighting with the son. The son was disappointed with the mother and asked her dun ever come to stay with him anymore.

So, she had to go all the way to Singapore where her second son the youngest daughter are staying there. She has been talking about staying on her own again. Saying that her time is near that she doesn't want to die in Singapore and requested to come home. With no arrangement, she keep on saying that she is capable to take care of herself.

Before the incident, the children been asking her to stay with them. But she said she lost her freedom if she did that. At last, she said if one day she is not capable of taking care of herself, she will stay with the children. But now, after the attacked, she still think that she is able to take care of herself. The children finding hard to make her understand. Most of them gave up. She hardly can walk now and feel tired all the time, yet she wanted to stay on here own. We are trying our best to make her feel welcome. But she insisted to stay alone.

We told her if she has heart attack again, no ones there to help her. She said she is fine, if she has heart attack, leave everything to God. The problems are more complicated that I can ever utter. It is just driving everybody crazy thinking of solution and option to purpose to her.

孩子生病了

星期一孩子突然发烧，不知到他发烧因为，他一直都投诉眼晴痛，后来才知道。昨天没睡，孩子闹，先生没办忙。不知怎么办，好多东西还没做，不知可否毕业？烦，身体特别肩膀痛，我想压力吧！

The Paddock

Took my son to horse riding at Fraser Hill

2010

It's 2010, no turning back. Right before 2010, I talked to my sister. Make me want to bring my son home with me. That's go my 2010, spoiled by her saying. Having the urge to ask her to pack Ethan's things and I wanted to bring him home immediately. Pity my son. Asking my sister to take care of Ethan is just because I wanted to help her financially and Ethan will be better taken care of.

Zoo Taiping

Going to Zoo Taiping tomorrow. Visited the zoo when Ethan was six months old, now he is 2 years and 7 months old. He can recognized quite a numbers of animals. Hope he can identify them when he sees it tomorrow. Going with our neighbour who has 2 daughters, eldest is 6 days younger than Ethan. Need to wake up early tomorrow to cook for Ethan, better for him to take porridge than taking outside food. Plan to wake up at 5.30. I need at least an hour to cook his porridge and pack up things.

Mama I want Man Man

Mama, I want man man, ultraman. This is what my son will say if he sees this picture.

Work of Art

This is my son's first drawing

he can hold pen or pencil steadily now