伤心

其实应该也预料到他会怎么说。一早看了他的电邮已经把我今天所想和安排要做的事都打垮了。心好痛。很想逃，不想见到他。伤心的人更伤心。我真的彻底失败

冷战

已经跟他冷战四天了。这次我真的生气了。不能跟他面对面的谈，因为我每一次都说不过他，这次一定要把话说个清楚。不想再承受这么大的压力。已经快两年了，受够了。其实男人比女人还小气。
打算电邮给他，虽然知道他不喜欢这样的谈话方式。这是我唯一的选择。希望成功。Well, the email has sent. No response yet. Still waiting, keep my fingers cross.

I Shall Remember Today

At around 9.20pm, I received a call from my father. Yesterday, he called and asked me to call Dr.Wong about his blue black skin on his right hand. So, immediately after school, I called the Dermatology Clinic and asked for Dr. Wong. Unfortunately, she was not in at that moment. The nurse asked me to call back tomorrow. But, my father just called and asked me not to call Dr. Wong. He claimed that the blue black on his hand is recovering, don't have to see doctor anymore.
I just suggested to him to let my sister who is staying nearby to take photos of his skin condition so that I can show it to the doctor, and they will have a clearer picture of what had happened to his skin. He doesn't want to take photos. I tried to persuade him, till he yielded at me and slam the phone. I feel so hurt and upset with what he did.

Must not let it effect my feelings as I have a lot of things to handle and work to do. I will try to forget and forgive.

Ba Ba de Tian Hua

da gai 8.30pm, ba ba you da dian hua ge wu le. He ta tang le half an hour. Ba ba he er jia de guan xi hai shi mei you she mo gai bian. Ba ba cong lai mei ta dian hua ge wu, er chie hai jian le half an hour. Yi jin bu zai jia 5 nian le, hai shi ti yi chi ba ba zai dian hua shan he wu jian ze mo jiu. Ke jian ta heng fang, mei ren ke yi he ta tang. Xi wang ta mei ke yi ho xiang ming bai.

Jia Jia You Ben Nan Nian De Jin

zao tian baba da dian hua ge wu, ta he er jie chao jia le. ge you ge de shuo, wu bu ji dao yao zen mo zuo. ke lian ta lao ren jia, mei ti fan, mei dui xiang ke yi shou, mama passed away for 13 years already. bu zi jin tian ta men liang zhen mo yang le?

Never Says NO

It's hard to say No to someone who is close to us. Although we are busy, stress and don't want to get involve in other things that are not our priority. Somehow, I am doing all that because I don't to have any conflicts in the family members. I try to do whatever I can do satisfied everyone, but then again you can make everyone happy.
Learning to say No is too difficult to me. That's why a lot of people keep telling me that I have to say NO.

No to my friends
No to my colleagues
No to my siblings
No to my superior

I like to help people if I have the ability to do so, but sometimes I don't have the time to that or when that's not as important as what I have to do right now.
Haven't be able to say NO has giving me a lot of problems and troubles. Back to square one like always.

Forgive and Forget or Forget and Forgive

Can you really forgive and forget or you can only forgive and not forget. Maybe you can forget but not forgive. If only we can forgive and forget and forget and forgive. Someone told me that she can forgive but not forget. So, what is easy? To forgive or to forget? To forget or To forgive. Whether you can forgive or forget, or forgive and forget, you known best inside you.