Showing posts with label school. Show all posts
Showing posts with label school. Show all posts

Friday, February 24, 2012

最近过的日子

最近越来越不舒服,特别是上完中三第五班和中四最后一班。日子真的越来越难过,每天都在盼望时间表会有改变。再也不想进入这两班。可快要疯了。是否因为老了,再没有力气了。还是已经对这两班的同学死心了。好烦。以后日子该怎么过?已整个星期,3点53分自然的起身后再也睡不着。不知怎么挨下去?孩子永远成了代罪羔羊。很对不起那才5岁的孩子。因为自己的工作烦躁,心情不定,而被骂被打。可怜的孩子不明白妈妈为何那样?我一定要calm down

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Saturday, March 26, 2011

安宁之家一访

你看到睡佛了吗?

今天到安宁之家一访,走了很多冤枉路,迟到了两小时,终于抵达孝恩寺。大家有福报,大山脚一位师父也到访,继和法师来开示。

Thursday, March 10, 2011

A Gift To You

this is my little gift to a wonderful and inspiring teacher Pn. J eya. It is not a job well done, as I am busy marking papers, preparing homework for students as school holidays started soon. Finally, she gets what she wanted, out of this school. I am still in the process of doing so, although, I have been trying for times already, but never give up. I hope she likes my work and this little gift although can't resemble what she had done for the school and all those students that she had taught for 10 years in this school. I hope she will enjoy her teaching in the new school. All the BEST

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Gagal

Mesyuarat Guru kali pertama akan diadakan esok, rasanya permohonan pertukaran dan rayuan saya gagal juga akhirnya. Hingga saat ini tiada sebarang berita tentang rayuan padahal sekolah akan berbuka dalam masa 5 hari aje lagi....Hampa, Kecewa.........

Thursday, September 30, 2010

我真的要走了

今天终于成功把转校的文件填好。我真的要走了,想到新的环境,希望有所改变。最重要是为了孩子的学业。在这里已经有好几年了,还是不能适应。好压力。虽然知道校长是不会批,会一直申请到被批为止。

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Bamboo Charcoal

on Friday, received a gift from my student Kar Yee, she gave a bamboo charcoal, I heard about this bamboo charcoal, they have this bamboo charcoal pillows, which can help us to sleep better. It does help me to sleep better though I still dream (haha...) but my shoulder is not painful anymore. How thoughtful of her to give me something that I really need.

It has been a busy and tension month for me, I have too much things to handle which I think I can't cope with it, my body is showing sign of protest. Aching everywhere, especially shoulder and neck. When will all this over and out.

It is a challenging period to teach when the trial exam is over, students attendance is very poor, I even caught a student truant, his father sending me to school, seeing him enter the school before drove off. But the son is not in school when the form teacher mark the attendance. The student went to somewhere far from the school. I went to his house and told his father about this. This is not the first time the student did this (truant), I caught him once doing the same time, he spent the whole school hours in cybercafe, before school dismiss he will change back to his uniform and wait for his father in front of the school gate. I gave him a chance and not telling his father about what he has been doing in school, but this time, I think I need to tell the parents so that they know that their son is starting to tell lies. I hope what I did is right that I am helping the student not the other way around.

Friday, September 3, 2010

终于可以休息一下了

这几个星期好忙,抗起同事的工作。真的很累。幸好有假期可以休息一下(希望可以真正休息)。可是,我想休息是不可能的。只是可以放下脚步,不必赶。工作还是有一大堆。
很亏欠孩子,没有好好陪他,还有先生也一样。这个放假希望可以好好的睡, 好好的陪家人。

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

So Many Death

today, I have been listening to calls and chatting with my students, all bad news, about my student's parents passed away of cancer, my ex-colleagues passed away of cancer. My work recently has been very stressful, worry about my own health too. I MUST learn to let go. RIP to them.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

A Statisfied Lesson

Today is the replacement class for Deepavali celebration in October. Attendance was poor, only 18 students turned up. I was very happy when a teacher was on MC, I quickly asked PK to give me two period relief class. But, he said he can only give me one as another teacher wanted to enter the class too. Well, as long as I can do some revision with them. When I told students that I am going to enter their class, they were sad as they don't like it. They scared that they will have to do a lot of exercises, but when I told them about the other teacher wanted to enter their class, they prefer to have me than him, but their Form Teacher told me that actually they prefer their Form Teacher to enter their class than I am.
To my surprised, PK gave me 3 relief period of that class (haha...), as there was another teacher absent. It was 6 to 8 period. There were 6 or 7 students from other class attended my class too. My students seemed very motivated with other students around. There was this boy from other class that keep on asking questions. I was happy to have someone asked me than my students who will just keep quiet which made me puzzled whether they understand or they don't. My students started to ask questions too. I was a very enjoyable teaching periods for me since I took over the class on March. Thank you to all the students attended my class, wish to have the opportunity to conduct such classes.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

The Joy of Being A Teacher

Su Ejay: ‎8 年前,CIK LEE 是我的班级任老师,我UPSR马来文作文拿E的,经过她的教导,还有不断的功课,还记得每星期一篇KARANGAN,使我的马来文突飞猛进,结果PMR拿A。老师,谢谢您!
你们身为她的学生不要身在福中不知福哦!加油!
Translate:
8 years ago, Cik Lee was my form teacher, I got E for my UPSR Bahasa Melayu Karangan. Through her guidance and teaching, with continuous exercises, I still remember one essay every week. My bahasa improved tremendously, finally I got an A in PMR examination. Cikgu, Thank you. To her students now, be grateful.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Come to the END

Just another 72hours, school holidays will come to the END. Needed to wait for another 3 months or so before the next in September(not sure). Still a lot of things haven't have the time to get it done before school reopen, like preparing karangan contoh for 5A class. 5K and 5A are the two class I teach. For 5K, I already sent out my love letter to each and everyone of them hoping that they will change their attitude and pay more attention in class, and the most important thing is to pass the BM subject in SPM examination. For 5A class, I have planned to buy each and everyone of them a workbook to help them. I just wish all the work and effort will not like 'mencurah air ke daun keladi'.
With my thesis still pending, it is hard for me to concentrate on my work in school. I had tried my best to cope with all the work in hand. My father, my son, my family, my work, my thesis, myself. Just hope everything will go smooth and fine till end of the year. I had sound to headmaster that I would like to teach in the afternoon, I do not know whether it is a wise choice or decision to make but will see.

Friday, April 16, 2010

What is this?

this is a normal scenario in school everyday
the students can sit down with all the garbage and rubbish as it is not there

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Life is Getting Tough

Slept only 4 hours, felt so tired. I even took a 5 minutes rest at school till I didn't notice that my student is sitting beside waiting to ask me for dictionary. I gave 5K students BM grammar as homework as Monday is holiday ( 3 sheets of working papers with around 40 questions). It is the best time to drill them on that matter. It was okay today. I did feel glad that they don't grumble as much. One of the student said Thank you to me. I don't think so they have to do exercises whenever there is any public holidays.

Well, the scenario is totally different in the other class. The moment I step in the class, there are students request that I don't teach today with all sort of absurd excuses, blaming the weather is too hot to study. I have to yell as the surrounding and there are students who keep on chit chatting although been warned for few times, those who wanted to study keep asking to continue and dun bother those annoyed students. I just can't stand their attitude anymore, if only I could just teach those who wanted to study and left those. I feel that I failed to be a teach as I can't teach, they prefer to copy, they don't want me to talk. It is like copying is their way of getting homework done. They will waiting for the answer, they won't even bother to try. It is like the teacher asking questions and answering the questions ( sound so stupid).

When I confronted them, they were saying that I should be happy as they attended my class. Should I? They told me that they don't even bother to enter other teacher's class. I only hope that they listen to me not giving me "face" to stay in the class and chit chat away.

Today, there is an tournament going on in the school compound. Lot of students are absent and in some classes, the room is empty, the students truant to go and watch the match even though they have been warned not to do that. No action taken so far and tomorrow is the final matches. Students have been telling me that they won't come to school. How am I going to survive in such an environment?